Recently at work there has been a Head Office communication for an action I disagree with.
At a meeting with line managers I voiced my opinion, and attendees looked on in amazement as I spoke freely from the heart, taking a stand for others, that this action was wrong because it discriminated against certain individuals, therefore could not have any real value, and should be changed to encompass all individuals concerned.
I spoke assertively and rationally, without judgement or anger in my voice and I felt great. I could tell from others’ eyes that even though they chose not to speak up themselves, I was not alone in my view.
‘Where the f*** did that all come from?’ I mused. I had in inward smile because deep down I knew.
Isn’t it great! After 20 years of practive I find myself in these situations more and more. The only thing is that in my case, because of the anger I feel when I see others suffering as a result of bullying or uncaring behavior, I am still learning to do speak up with greater composure. But I’m also learning to just trust my practice that everything is happening as it should. If I did things perfectly, then I wouldn’t be human. I’m learning that it takes real courage to do something even when you know you’re going to walk away with a bit of egg on your face. It honestly seems like my practice is teaching me how to appreciate myself when I’m struggling the most with my anger and frustration. This practice really is incredible.
Cindy